I'm back! I'm back! After many months of absence..haha. Although I doubt that anyone is actually reading this..Heck! Let me do the posting anyway! Haha.. From now ons..I will promise to blog everyday (if applicable)! Yay!! Haha..
Today's class was alright. The CATS module seems a little weird to me. How so? Well, for one, the lecturer, to me, appears to be a half nut. Haha..sounds bad? Try sitting in one of my classes, then you will understand..haha.
After CATS was Sports and Wellness, in which I chose the sport Hip-hop. The instructer was from NRA, Ngee Ann's own street dancing club. I had thought of joining NRA during the CCA open house, but unfortunately, I couldn't find their booth anywhere. I do not know whether that's a blessing in disguise because after today's sessions, I can't feel my thighs at all..and today was suppose to be a normal routine, to see at what stage the class appears to be in. If I had joined NRA instead of SCC, I surely would have lost my legs by now..haha. I feel a little stiff while doing the moves too, hope I can get better at it for the next 9 weeks.
After school i went to Ang Mo Kio. First was to enquire why the 2nd hand k750i which I bought 2 days ago did not include a memory stick. My friend told me that by right, all shops should include the memory stick even if selling 2nd hand mobile phones. Turns out that not all shops do sell the full package, so i had to fork out another $60 for a 512mb memory stick. I think that the price was alright as my friend bought a 1gb memory stick for around $100... After getting the mmory stick, I went to the arcade in Jubilee since I was in the neighbourhood..haha. To play? What else but drummania! Haha.. It could be just me. but the hi-hat seems to be developing a slight problem. I failed 'Right on Time'[Extreme], 'Onihime'[Advance](as usual..) and 'Departure'[Advance w/o bass]. I really want to stop playing with auto-bass. Makes me look so amateur-ish when people watch me play. One consolation, though, was that I managed to clear 'Agnus Dei'[Advance]. Almost failed at the last part though..Got to keep trying!!
Went to check her profile a few moments ago. Turns out she has got a new boyfriend. I don't know how I should feel. The other time, she told me the reason she couldn't accept me was because she couldn't forget her ex-boyfriend. Yet, I found out now that she got a new boyfriend. I feel like I have been lied to, but I can't bring myself to hate her, because I can't. I don't. I feel so foolish. What for wasting my time yearning for her when I should be moving on? After all, it's not like I have any hope whatsoever. But, I really can't forget her. I just can't. She was the only one, the only one, to leave an emotional hole in my heart. She was someone special to me, and I lost her. No, I couldn't have lost her, because she wasn't meant to be with me. Now, she's with someone else. The only thing i can do is, wish for her happiness. This way, at least one of us will be happy...
One thing that's for sure is, I will never forget her. If I had known that this would happen back when i first met her, I would not change anything. I would rather have fond memories of her, even if we couldn't be together, then not knowing her at all. My feelings for her is true, but she will never know. Now, what's left for me is to cry for her, every waking moment of my life..
Today's class was alright. The CATS module seems a little weird to me. How so? Well, for one, the lecturer, to me, appears to be a half nut. Haha..sounds bad? Try sitting in one of my classes, then you will understand..haha.
After CATS was Sports and Wellness, in which I chose the sport Hip-hop. The instructer was from NRA, Ngee Ann's own street dancing club. I had thought of joining NRA during the CCA open house, but unfortunately, I couldn't find their booth anywhere. I do not know whether that's a blessing in disguise because after today's sessions, I can't feel my thighs at all..and today was suppose to be a normal routine, to see at what stage the class appears to be in. If I had joined NRA instead of SCC, I surely would have lost my legs by now..haha. I feel a little stiff while doing the moves too, hope I can get better at it for the next 9 weeks.
After school i went to Ang Mo Kio. First was to enquire why the 2nd hand k750i which I bought 2 days ago did not include a memory stick. My friend told me that by right, all shops should include the memory stick even if selling 2nd hand mobile phones. Turns out that not all shops do sell the full package, so i had to fork out another $60 for a 512mb memory stick. I think that the price was alright as my friend bought a 1gb memory stick for around $100... After getting the mmory stick, I went to the arcade in Jubilee since I was in the neighbourhood..haha. To play? What else but drummania! Haha.. It could be just me. but the hi-hat seems to be developing a slight problem. I failed 'Right on Time'[Extreme], 'Onihime'[Advance](as usual..) and 'Departure'[Advance w/o bass]. I really want to stop playing with auto-bass. Makes me look so amateur-ish when people watch me play. One consolation, though, was that I managed to clear 'Agnus Dei'[Advance]. Almost failed at the last part though..Got to keep trying!!
Went to check her profile a few moments ago. Turns out she has got a new boyfriend. I don't know how I should feel. The other time, she told me the reason she couldn't accept me was because she couldn't forget her ex-boyfriend. Yet, I found out now that she got a new boyfriend. I feel like I have been lied to, but I can't bring myself to hate her, because I can't. I don't. I feel so foolish. What for wasting my time yearning for her when I should be moving on? After all, it's not like I have any hope whatsoever. But, I really can't forget her. I just can't. She was the only one, the only one, to leave an emotional hole in my heart. She was someone special to me, and I lost her. No, I couldn't have lost her, because she wasn't meant to be with me. Now, she's with someone else. The only thing i can do is, wish for her happiness. This way, at least one of us will be happy...
One thing that's for sure is, I will never forget her. If I had known that this would happen back when i first met her, I would not change anything. I would rather have fond memories of her, even if we couldn't be together, then not knowing her at all. My feelings for her is true, but she will never know. Now, what's left for me is to cry for her, every waking moment of my life..
posted by lone at
8:13 PM
